Derka

derka derka.
derka is the BEST word in the world.
instead of duh or ya or stupid, try derka.
it's catchy and people will think you're cool for using the word.


i should be folding my laundry but I'm not.
it's fucking hot outside.
i want to die.
not really.....
but i feel like i'm melting most times of the day.
i shiver a lot in the morning then by 9am i am melting.
hawaii is bi-polar.

wool, (another cool word to replace well)(try it)
2 days til we have 500 new students. max capacity for this campus.
it annoys me cuz it cuts into my time at lunch and makes me have to wait in lines....i'm impatient ok?
also means i have to be friendly and meet tons of new people.
ugh.

i am in love.
feels amazing!
we met here in hawaii.
here's a story for you.....
we volunteer on a campus doing work like in offices or landscape or kitchen work and so on...
we make no money but we get a place to stay and food. plus it's hawaii so you'd be dumb to not do it.
it's amazing.
well i work in the office, i do visas for international students. it's hard work and stresses me out, but in the future i will be able to get a high paying job in the real world.
we're only supposed to be able to stay for 3 months. well i was planning on staying for two. during the first month i got asked to stay til december...that's 6 months folks!
what a choice! i had a bf at home a small plan to go to school for dental.
well a few days passed and i hadn't commited yet, when i broke up with my bf.
best blessing of my life. loved the guy, but he was all wrong for me.
wish i had known sooner.
anywho, since that was gone i said yes! i'll stay 6 months. crazy idea!
so time passes and i meet this other guy. dark and tall and very charming.
D.J.
wool we fell hard for each other. he's even younger than me (he doesn't let me forget that either)
but i don't care.
we're crazy for each other!
BUT...
he leaves in one...ONE week!
:(
i want to cry.
he has to go home and work.
but we are going to hang the day after Christmas, he's coming to Idaho when i get home and then i'm driving to Washington where he lives.
soooooo crazy!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
he's adorable.

ha ha life is random...the first one is awful but has good memories...
the second one, i was drunk off wine. horrible wine.
the third, i was playing beer pong with the guys on the beach, but i was drinking full glasses of wine.
i got wasted, then the security guard called the cops on us. that's the 3rd time i've had the cops called on me. we outran them. kinda...we hid. we're awesome.

ummmmmmmmmm i could go on.
but i have to fold laundry.
and update my instagram
which is the coolest iphone app ever!
i'm addicted.

TEACH ME HOW TO DOUGIE!